A process....... 05/19/2010
 I am forever slipping into the many churches that are scattered throughout Paris. I love the reverance that these churches invoke in me. I am forever awed by the beauty and the commitment it took to build these churches.  I am so aware of God's refining process in my life right now. It feels so uncomfortable, I don't like it, although I know it is what I need. He needed to take me away from the familiar, expected and constant of my life and push me into the sometimes uncomfortableness of this new life. I am leaning into Him so much more while living in Paris, realizing that I am not in control. Was I ever?  When will I learn that I am not always supposed to be comfortable. I am to bring comfort to others.  We grow in those times of refinement. We are knit closer to God. The bonds become harder to break. The process, although troublesome is worth it in the end. CommentsWed, 19 May 2010 03:15:36 Gina, Yes, it's easy to understand why people built those soaring churches rather than the gymnasium buildings we have so often in the U.S. Doesn't it make you feel closer to God when you see the reverance put into the building where you worship him? Elizabeth Wed, 19 May 2010 04:46:27 A large, old, beautiful church is very awe-inspiring, as is looking up into the sky at the sun, moon, and stars. It causes me to take a deep breath and focus on God and not myself. Mom Wed, 19 May 2010 08:47:20 Funny Gina after I asked you a bunch of questions on our morning e-mail I then went to your blog, well you answered them, the beauty of those churches is only reflected in HIS beauty beign refined in you right now.We always think we are in control, till He yanks the rug out from under us and we go OH, I forgot YOU, are in control.Really a much safer place for us.Love you Wed, 19 May 2010 10:42:55 It is hard sometimes to go through those times of discomfort, but it is the only way we can grow and learn. Leave a Reply |  AuthorGina Johnson  ArchivesAugust 2010 CategoriesAll |
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